Talk about a REALITY CHECK!!!!!!!!!
So, my friend called me so excited because she finally created a myspace profile and got a bunch of pictures loaded and I was in a ton of them so I had to go check them out. WOW!!! Talk about a reality check. I was just man, I don’t even know what to say, horrified, sad, happy, proud and bunch of emotions seeign these pictures. I just had to blog becuas eI am sure there are several people on here who have had similar experiences!!! like see old pictures and be like OMG!!! So I just wanted to give a little flashback here of the pictures of me that now now posted for the whole world to see!! I am glad that proud is the emotion i am feeling the strongest, hey you appreciate where you are alot more when you realize where you came from!!!!
Here they are!!!
Let’s see, they start in February of this year!!!!
We were at my friend Allison’s house going out to this Piano bar she LOVES (you see alot of pictures from there!! she always drags me out there!!). I can’t remeber the exact date, but it was February 2007!
Yeah when I saw this last one, I was just like OMG!!! And the funny thing is, you couldn’t have told me I wasn’t looking good then, i would ahve laughed at you!!! Oh well i did have fun that night!!!
Okay this next set is from March 2007! I had started working out and loosing some weight but i wasn’t dieting that much yet really.
Not so bad standing up, but how bout another angle huh?
After this I was completely motivated!!!!! 100% motivated. So she did have one decent picture of me on there and that was from July 2007!! Kinda far from where I am now, but better!!!
SO that was just a little flash back for me!! It really hits home when you see it in print!!!
And also i just have to take a moment and have a moment of silence for my gone boobs!! I didn’t appreciate them when i had them, I hated them even!! Now, I see them gone and still going and I feel a little remorse, I din’t really appreciate them when i had them! Kris says I am sooo silly and i still have more than most, but I went shopping today, and clothes looked great, and I followed my buddy Angela and bought a bunch of super cute dresses, comfortable for Vegas!!! But I had to buy new bras!! and for the frist time since about 9th grade, I am in a D cup, yes folks just a single D!! But hey like Kris says, as long as your boobs stick out more than your stomach, then you are A -ok with me!! Her is just teasing me though, he says it doesn’t even matter!! Man am I soooo glad he fell in love with me when I was bigger, there will never ever be any doubt in my mind about hius motivations or why he is with me!!!!
Well man, that is a long blog!!! but that is all!!!
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We’re all a little harder on ourselves than others when it comes to pictures. Others see us all the time so we don’t look “bigger” in pictures just when we look at them. When I see you in pictures, honestly, I just see your beautiful smile! You’re taking care of business. These pictures will just be reminders of a different time in your life
I think you have done great! Yeah had a wake up call when I saw my pics from last December, so glad to be better, now. I hear ya boobs are less now too, but at least they finally stick out further then my stomach! You are a really beautiful woman, you keep up the good work!
Luv all the pictures!! You know, I know the reason we are here is for support from one another, people who UNDERSTAND where we come from because by God, they have walked more than a mile in our shoes…but you know, even though I don’t know you personally, I can clearly see why your man fell for you. You have a wonderful soul…I can tell from the few blogs I’ve read from you and you know what else? You’re a beautiful woman. By God, you’re a pretty, pretty woman! So I can CLEARLY see why, no doubt in my mind!
WOW! I missed alot of your blogs just going through looking for the mammogram one and spotted this one! I don’t know what you are talking about you look absolutely beautiful!!! Girl you are so beautiful be proud! and just think I won’t be able to say anything to your cute behind dang!!! I can’t wait for the wedding talk about beautiful whoa!!!!