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Cin2No inspired me and I just had to blog about it because it really made me think about things in a way I hadn’t really thought about them before. You know that fear of having a phone relationship (be it phone personal or professional and gotta love the internet these days!!) and that real fear of meeting someone and worrring about what they will think about how you look!!! So I posted my reply below just because I don’t know, because I am a write and I use you guys as my sounding board??? i don’t know, it sounded like a good reason, but anyway, here it is!!

OMG I am sure you have gotten tons of replies but that is the same here!!! I used to be so bad but the weirdest thing, I just got so rough and so cold that ( I know those of you who read my blog might not believe it!!) but I became the bitch!! Like people would always tell me to relax and that I was “hard” was the term. i would hurt people’s feelings and not think twice about it because hey I was fat and people were always hurting my feelings right?? But it wasn’t becuase I was so mean nobody wanted to get me started in on them!! Ha ha, well that is like highschool days when it was all about being who people decided you were, and I am still young, but I have learned so much. Now I love meeting new people. It really just took some real acceptance of me, I actually am nice!! not just because I am fat and I have to be. I really hate the fact that I let wanting to not be a stereotype really control who I was and how I acted!!! I think people make that mistake alot, and we become something much worse than the stereotype!!

You should check out her blog and read it and then maybe this will make more sense!!!