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So, my friend called me so excited because she finally created a myspace profile and got a bunch of pictures loaded and I was in a ton of them so I had to go check them out. WOW!!! Talk about a reality check. I was just man, I don’t even know what to say, horrified, sad, happy, proud and bunch of emotions seeign these pictures. I just had to blog becuas eI am sure there are several people on here who have had similar experiences!!! like see old pictures and be like OMG!!! So I just wanted to give a little flashback here of the pictures of me that now now posted for the whole world to see!! I am glad that proud is the emotion i am feeling the strongest, hey you appreciate where you are alot more when you realize where you came from!!!!

Here they are!!!

Let’s see, they start in February of this year!!!!

We were at my friend Allison’s house going out to this Piano bar she LOVES (you see alot of pictures from there!! she always drags me out there!!). I can’t remeber the exact date, but it was February 2007!

Yeah when I saw this last one, I was just like OMG!!! And the funny thing is, you couldn’t have told me I wasn’t looking good then, i would ahve laughed at you!!! Oh well i did have fun that night!!!

Okay this next set is from March 2007! I had started working out and loosing some weight but i wasn’t dieting that much yet really.

Not so bad standing up, but how bout another angle huh?

After this I was completely motivated!!!!! 100% motivated. So she did have one decent picture of me on there and that was from July 2007!! Kinda far from where I am now, but better!!!

SO that was just a little flash back for me!! It really hits home when you see it in print!!!

And also i just have to take a moment and have a moment of silence for my gone boobs!! I didn’t appreciate them when i had them, I hated them even!! Now, I see them gone and still going and I feel a little remorse, I din’t really appreciate them when i had them! Kris says I am sooo silly and i still have more than most, but I went shopping today, and clothes looked great, and I followed my buddy Angela and bought a bunch of super cute dresses, comfortable for Vegas!!! But I had to buy new bras!! and for the frist time since about 9th grade, I am in a D cup, yes folks just a single D!! But hey like Kris says, as long as your boobs stick out more than your stomach, then you are A -ok with me!! Her is just teasing me though, he says it doesn’t even matter!! Man am I soooo glad he fell in love with me when I was bigger, there will never ever be any doubt in my mind about hius motivations or why he is with me!!!!

Well man, that is a long blog!!! but that is all!!!

I can’t believe I forgot to blog about this, since I was just extatic yesterday!!!

I made it to my Curves Top Loosers board!!!! That means out of all the memeber I have the 10 Ten weight loss!!!! Whooooo HOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Just wanted to share!!!!!

A seagull in

Scotland has developed the habit of stealing chips from a neighborhood shop.
The seagull waits until the shopkeeper isn’t looking, and then walks into the store and grabs a snack-size bag of cheese Doritos. 
Once outside, the bag gets ripped open and shared by other birds.
The seagull’s shoplifting started early this month when he first swooped into the store in

Customers have begun paying for the seagull’s stolen bags of chips because they think it’s so funny. 

I just think this is too funny!!! He walks in all slow at first, but then once he grabs the chips he is moving all faster!!! HA HA, too funny!!!

WHOOOO HOOOOO!!! Going shopping this weekend for my Vegas clothes!! Wanted to wait till the very last minute to buy new clothes for the trip becuase I am still loosing and I want the best fit possible!!! So excited!!!

NOW TO THE FUNNIES!!!!!

Relax it is just a fridge magnet!!!

CAN WE SAY BLONDE MOMENT!!!!

So, i was soooo excited for this trip and we are so close and the whole thing has just pretty much unravelled. I am not mad at anyone and I understand the circumstances that are keeping the original group form going, but what started out as 4 couples goignt o Vegas to party has now turned into just Kris and I!! I guess we are just having an early honeymoon. I know we will still have a hell of a time,a nd it is still going to be fun, but just he and I have went to Vegas before, I was looking forward to the group thing, btu it is what it is!!!! Angela and Josie I still love you guys!!!

SO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GO TO VEGAS!!! I AM STILL GOING!!!! HA HA

Okay it is official, my job rocks!!!! Well I should say the owner and his wife rock!! Cindy just told me that they want to contribute $1,500.00 to my wedding. i tried to say no, but she was ademate!! She was like you do so much around here and we really appreciate it so I want to do somethign extra special for you for your wedding, but then I know you are payign for it, so I want the money to be used where you need it, so we will just give you the money!!! Is that now the most awesome thing!!! I so needed some good news today!!!!!

So, as you all knwo I am trying to plan my wedding and get things set and I am already runnign into obstacle after obstacle!!! I ahve lost my planned venue becuase the fire marshall code does not alow more than 75 people to be in one room at a time and since my gues list is at 1265 and steadily climbing I don’t think that is going to work!!

Then my uncle won’t marry us we are “living in sin!!!” by living together before we are married so our relationship isn’t based on GOD!!!!

Then most of Kris’ family won’t be there becuase I am black!! Oh it’s okay to date a black girla nd have your fun with them, btu don’t be trying to marry one intot he family and give her your name!!!!!

My bridesmaids are complaining and dictating already about the dresses!!! Which I haven’t even picked yet, just sent some pictures of some dresses I like!!! ARGHHHHH

It sin’t even close yet and I am already gettign frustrated. i mean I am exstatic about this and besides me, Kris, my mom and my sister, nobody seems to be sharing my excitement!! Well of course I don’t mean you guys on here, you guys are great!!!

Just a little bummed!!!!

IT’s HUMP DAY!!!!!

Who needs a laugh???

What a great shirt!!!

WHAT WILL I BE WHEN I GROW UP??? 

Now this is just sad!!

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST THE BEST EXAMPLE OF “NOT MY JOB” EVER!!!

Cin2No inspired me and I just had to blog about it because it really made me think about things in a way I hadn’t really thought about them before. You know that fear of having a phone relationship (be it phone personal or professional and gotta love the internet these days!!) and that real fear of meeting someone and worrring about what they will think about how you look!!! So I posted my reply below just because I don’t know, because I am a write and I use you guys as my sounding board??? i don’t know, it sounded like a good reason, but anyway, here it is!!

OMG I am sure you have gotten tons of replies but that is the same here!!! I used to be so bad but the weirdest thing, I just got so rough and so cold that ( I know those of you who read my blog might not believe it!!) but I became the bitch!! Like people would always tell me to relax and that I was “hard” was the term. i would hurt people’s feelings and not think twice about it because hey I was fat and people were always hurting my feelings right?? But it wasn’t becuase I was so mean nobody wanted to get me started in on them!! Ha ha, well that is like highschool days when it was all about being who people decided you were, and I am still young, but I have learned so much. Now I love meeting new people. It really just took some real acceptance of me, I actually am nice!! not just because I am fat and I have to be. I really hate the fact that I let wanting to not be a stereotype really control who I was and how I acted!!! I think people make that mistake alot, and we become something much worse than the stereotype!!

You should check out her blog and read it and then maybe this will make more sense!!!

So, the Biggest Looser just endeded, it was better. Low numbers but all in all better, but I gotta ask what happened to our girl we love to hate!! She must have read some blogs or something and realized how bad she looked on TV. Well I am glad to see that people are really doing all the can now, or at least they are trying to look as though they are!!

I am kinda glad that Patty won the most and couldn’t be voted off because I did believe that she thought she needed to win it, but it just goes to show, it ain’t worth it in the long run, and hey isn’t that what they are there to learn anyway!! Hopefully they got it, I know it takes a wake up call sometimes, lord knows I got one when I started all this!!

And man I am worried for the blue team!! Jerry’s after results were amazing!! But you know on this show it is kinda an advantage to be bigger!!! I think it might get interesting!!

One last thing, was I imagining things or did the guy Jaz on the black team not eat food?? Didn’t they show him dancing while he was eating? I think they did and that is why Allison was trying to hint to it on the cool, when she asked him if he had not kinda expected this??? I might be mistaken, but I really thought they showed him eating!!

Have a good night all, I am off to bed!!!!!!!!