I am mainly just venting, but I am alittle frustrated this week. It is “that time” for me,a nd I ahve so many issues with it, since it is only about two or three times (never more than 4 times a year) a year it, is a killer!!!!! I ahve not had the energy, not the real drive to work out. i mena I have pushed myself a few days and made myself do it, but with the cramps and the bloating (my gym shoes were so tight yesterday it was not even funny!!!!!!!!!!!) and the nausea, it it almost impossible to have a good week. I am proud however that I did manage to sick to my diet this entire time, though the want to binge and have snacks and chocolate was almost unbearable at times, btu I have been good this entire time. I have been avoiding the scale cause I know at this time I usually put on about 5-7 pounds, so I ddin’t want to put myself thru that, it would just upset me and then I might not have stayed away from allthe things I usually use for comfort at this time, but the night before last I was just really curious, so I got on the scale. I was astonished, not only did I not gain the pounds, I was down two pounds!!! I was exstatic!!! And that was weighing at like 6:00pm, which I never do. I always weigh in the mornings when you are closest to your real weight. So this morning I was liek what the hell, and I got ont he scale, and it says I am up 4 pounds!!! I was liek what the hell. Plus my “time” seems to be starting all over again. It had acted like it was coming to an end and now this morning it is up in full force. I feel like pooh and I am upset about the weight. SORRY GUYS I KNOW THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH INFORMATION!!!! But I am just getting frustrated. I can’t work out like I want to, but at least I can manage my diet still. My “official” weigh in isn’t till tommorrow so I guess I will see how it is then, but I am just a little frustrated.Normally i am all about how much I love being a strong black woman, but not today!! BEING A WOMAN SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! URGGGGG!!! Just venting. Thanks guys
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Oh and Angela, this doesn’t change anything. I am still gunning for ya!! HA HA I will be in a 16 when we go to Vegas!!!!!!!!!!!! A 16 AT LEAST!!!!!!!!! 